Now I need to decide whether to look for a job with a CPA firm, or start my own. (My dad and a lot of other people have told me to start my own, but I am not good at sales.) (?) (Either way, I will have to start being up and really sociable with everyone I meet!)
I have really missed taking short road trips and exploring new places. (Tis neat that that part of life will be possible again.)-(And, for cheap.)
I just figured out that I can now go to Wallace and get laid for less than $40. (I will have to treat myself to that soon.)
(3pm) Nice walk.
One way to build a network of connections for business would be to join clubs and organizations. (But, which one’s? (I have a problem with fraternal one’s and a lot of business groups, because they are based on chauvinism and don't have equal numbers of women and men!))
Isn't the trick to finding lovers to come to a point where I am totally at ease with women and my own sexuality? (To have no need to conquer or be conquered. (Just being together.))
(8pm) Erica stopped by on her way home from work, got me hi, left some brews and bs'd. (Nice!)
I need to start spending some long hours studying, to get all this software on the new computer down pat. (I have a lot of work ahead of me.)
(8pm) Well, I broke down and bought a pack of cigs. (Oh well, I gave my body a few months break from them anyway.) (Borrowing more money and the thought of lots of hours at accounting has messed me up.)
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(Midnite) Quiet nite of tv and reading. (Nice.)
(10am) I suppose that never learning seduction is an outgrowth of self hate.
(2pm) Good workout.
I ran into Miranda downtown. (She wants me to help her figure out how to reconcile her bank account.)
(7pm) I pigged out on pizza today. (Yum.)
I finished "Gravity's rainbow" last nite. (Pynchon is even stranger than
Tom Robbins.)
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(Midnite) Quiet nite of tv and reading. (Nice.)
(3pm) Busy day.