It would sure be nice to find some women who wanted to play with me now and then. (It would do wonders for my self-confidence, not to mention other aspects of my physical and emotional well being!) (And it would be nice to have that puzzle solved and start spending my time on other matters.)
I have been paying attention to men's clothing styles lately. There are a wide variety of styles, cut, and colors in shirts, but a frequent pattern is vertical stripes. (Hunter was always big on those.)
One negative aspect of speed is I don't sleep well.
Erica made a comment about how Dell has Ashley to take care of his needs until he finds someone to settle down with again. (Made me think about how nice it would be to find someone to play with regularly. (It would be nice to figure that out. (One can't ignore their lovers or take them for granted; but right now the majority of my energy and conscious effort is totally dedicated to figuring out how to get laid, and that isn’t right either. (There are other parts of life that I should pay attention to also. (e.g., making money.))-(But, tis hard for me to think of anything else, when such fundamental needs like intimacy and companionship are going unmet.) (I think it would help my self-confidence in all areas of my life, if I could solve that. (e.g., the time of my life when I made the most money was when I was married and able to focus my energy on something besides finding sex!)))) (Also, there is an old saying about lovers, "When it rains, it pours." that is often true. (I think once I find one lover, others will begin to appear.))
(5pm) Nice walk.
(11pm) This new tax law is a nitemare.
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(Midnite) Erica dropped in for a visit earlier. (Neat.)
I think I better slow down on the speed. (Twas fun checking it out and seeing how I react to it now, but I think it's too hard on my system to do it regularly. (Save it for partying with others.))
I had thought about going out tonite, but I am pooped.
(1pm) I slept twelve hours.
There were a bunch of articles in the paper about the closing of the Hat. (Twas a nice space.)
Although I don't want to go back to spending all my time in bars, it would nice to be a regular someplace. (The theme song for "Cheers" says it well. (Tis neat to have somewhere you can go where people know you and you know people.))
(4pm) Nice walk.
(7pm) Boredom.
(9pm) I watched a tape of last nite's "Saturday nite live". (That cheered me up.)