8-23-86
(3am) I watched tv until ten, and then went to the Top Hat. (The music was good and I fell in lust several more times.) (I bs'd a little with Gabriella. (She was celebrating her 60th birthday, and was a bit depressed. (She says she has always lived hard and had expected to die young and make a good looking corpse; but now she is facing the possibility of being stuck in a nursing home.)))
After I left the Hat, I stopped in Corky's and said hi to Dell and Ashley
Then to 4-B's for breakfast.
The moon is pretty tonite!
(11am) Laundry time again.
I am looking forward to going to the fair this afternoon. (I haven't been to a summer fair in years and I have never been to the horse races.)
I have been wondering about my idea of accepting that I am impotent. (I was more fun and at least tried sometimes to chase, when I was bitching about being undesirable. (Now I don't even dance anymore.)) (Oh well, give it time and maybe I will move past the past someday. (?))
(7pm) The fair was lots of fun. (I pigged out, broke even on the horses, and fell in lust a couple hundred times.)
8-24-86
(2am) I hope Carrie enjoyed the new music I sent her.
8-25-86
(8am) Happy birthday to Carrie!
(7pm) Boring day.
I think I will get shitfaced tonite in honor of Carrie's birthday.
(9pm) Hunter called and bs'd for awhile. (He says I should move there and take care of the overflow of women he has collected. (His mom is talking about kicking him out again because of all the women coming and going and calling him. (Must be tough.)))
8-26-86
(9pm) Erica stopped by today. (We went to the park, played Frisbee, and visited for a bit. (Tis nice having a little companionship, now and then.))
Erica suggested that I fly out to Santa Barbara when the job here ends and visit Carrie. (That would be nice!)
Quiet nite of tv.