I wonder what a road trip is like? (A week at the Mustang ranch might be fun) (It will be a long time until I can afford any kind of trip that isn’t work related.) (I am better off now than in years, so I really shouldn't bitch.)
(9pm) The NBC lineup was good tonite.
I suppose I should walk downtown for awhile, but I am pooped. (I have got to find the whatever, to start getting out more. (I am not going to find a girlfriend sitting at home.))
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(9am) TGIF.
Happy three months of celibacy to me. (Boo.)
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(2am) I took myself to see "Gung ho" tonite, and then went out bar hopping. (Nice nite, but still no luck. (So what else is new?))
Note from the ozone: Since it's hard to start new religions and political parties, how about coming up with some new fraternal type organization? (We need new structures within which people can meet, that don't segregate on the basis of gender.) (I have considered joining some of the existing fraternal organizations, but they all have separation of sexes. (e.g., Masons is all men, and Eastern Star women.)) (If you could set it up right, those types of organizations can be tax exempt.)
(3pm) I got a letter from Kate. (She says she got married in December and is five months pg. (Oops.)) (She says Seattle is great and she is happy. (If she is happy, I am happy for her!))
(6pm) I think my car might make it to Seattle or Portland. (I hate moving again, but things haven't worked out well financially here. (Frustrating.))
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(Midnite) I took myself to "Crossroads" and then to the Hat. (Good movie and I struck out again.) (Given who I am, maybe I need to find some other place besides bars, to meet women? (But where?))
(1am) I have noticed that I have been avoiding love songs lately. (I am going through another cynical stage.)
(1pm) Notes from the ozone:
1. I still think that Gandhi was wrong about celibacy being necessary in a
resistance. What is needed then is a commitment to the completion of the political action.
(That can be accomplished by either celibacy or everyone f'ing everyone. (No couples.
(When people form couples, their allegiance is shifted away from the cause to each
other.)) (Why not explain it to all the members of the resistance and give them a choice?
(For some people celibacy would be the better choice, and for others, everyone f'ing
everyone would be appropriate.))
2. It would be nice if they would give away printing presses and radio stations instead of guns. (Tyranny that is overthrown with guns too often is replaced by more tyranny.)