3-26-94
(7am) Dream: I go back to Kansas and I stay at my dad’s house. My sister is out of town so I slept in her room. My mom is still alive. She is still crazy but she is thin. She searches my sister’s room. I have four brothers and go to the carnival with them. We have a fight about whether to take along something to drink. I meet a woman there. She has a beautiful body, but an older pot marked face. She is a CPA so we talk about her doing the City’s audit. She gives me her business card but the ink blurs together when I touch it. We are at a little league baseball game. There are candles in buckets hanging from a tree that people see and take down. We look for someplace to fuck and end up going into a cornfield.
3-31-94
(6am) Dream: Something about the earth being devoured by mankind.
4-2-94
(6am) Dream: Something about laying sewer pipe.
4-6-94
(6am) Dream: I am living in a small apartment that seemed like it was a second home with a woman with an insatiable sex drive. I start worrying that I haven’t paid the water bill. I don’t get mail there so I don’t know where the mailboxes are. When I find the mailbox there is no water bill, but there are other odds and ends. The only things I remember are letters B and J with a note about beloved sons. I go out and run into some guy who mistakes me for someone else. Go out another time and I run into the guy who first fellow had mistaken me for.
4-7-94
(6am) Dream: I am wandering around town and find two parks I didn’t know about before. There were underground rooms under the parks where gangs hang out and one of the rooms had a huge aquarium built into one wall.
4-8-94
(6am) Dream: There is a Godzilla type creature. I get in a car and try to get away, but it catches up and I must confront it. When I do, I defeat it. Then I think I woke up and went to work. I tell my boss about the dream and he has had the same dream.
4-9-94
(7am) Dream: I am sharing a house in Topeka with my dad. Every time I see him he is going out to see a KU game.
4-11-94
(6pm) I had a MRI today to check out my liver. (One of the tests they did at Now Care, when I first got sick, showed a lump on my liver, so they wanted to do an MRI to find out what it is.) (Tis like being in a coffin with people throwing rocks at you.) (Mine took 45 minutes and they told me if I moved they would have to start over.) (Yech!)