Dream: I heard Arthur had died, so I go to Topeka for the funeral. I stay at my dad’s house. The next morning they empty out the bedroom I used and fumigate it. I want to watch tv with my dad, for some class project. I leave for a walk with someone, wearing just sweat pants and slippers. We go to a bar and find the funeral is going on there. A couple people wave at me in recognition, but I don’t remember them. Arthur’s wife wasn’t there. A woman sat at the same table as me. The person I came with goes to the bar and gets two pitchers of dark beer, but left them on the bar while carrying something else to the table. By then it was so crowded it wasn’t possible to get to the bar, so we ask the waitress to go get the beer. Others not with the funeral try to steal the beer. Then, suddenly, I was wearing a shirt.
(8pm) Miranda stopped by on the way home from a bridal shower. (She says she is embarrassed. (She was the only one drinking and she started talking about her sex life.)) (She took my dirty clothes. (It will be nice to get clean stuff again!)
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(6am) Dreams:
1. I am married and we are both in a competition to see who has the most and wildest affairs.
2. I am living in a building downtown. My apartment is on the third or fourth floor and there is no elevator. Someone in the next building gets shot to death.
(5pm) Miranda stopped by and dropped off my laundry. (Neat!)
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(6am) I slept a bit better.
Dream: Something about closing out the year end books of some business. The guy I worked for there was their CPA and I was asking him when he would have his part of the work done so I could do mine. My dad was at the meeting, but said nothing. Then I am back at City Hall and one of the married women there came on to me.
(7pm) Miranda took me to Sears to get a vcr, to Costco and Safeway for groceries, and finally we went out for dinner. (She thinks Charlotte sent the letter that Jim got at work.) (Tis great spending time with friends.)
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(6am) Dream: The setting was a witchcraft school. My perspective shifted between being a teacher and being a student. I was dating one of the women. I have an argument with another woman student while defending my girlfriend, until we get turned on and I have sex with that woman. There is something about everyone jumping on a high table and almost everyone is naked.
Most of the pile of books I am working my way through during this illness have to do with Goddess religions, like witchcraft.
(4pm) Charlotte stopped by and dropped off some deer meat. (Nice!)