2-19-94
(6am) More dreams:
1. I own a house. My ex moves to Missoula and makes my life hell. (e.g., she breaks into the house, snoops, and steals D O.)
2. I am dating another crazy woman.
3. I am back in Kansas working for the guys who bought my dad’s business. I go on a business trip and I get stopped at a way station where everyone must stop and show their documents. Then something about returning a camera I borrowed in the 70’s to do a story on a hippie play, and I find two Polaroid pictures in the camera from the play.
(2pm) Ross took me to the grocery store and hauled it all up to the apartment. (He borrowed another x-rated video.)
(5pm) Carly stopped by.
(6pm) Erica stopped by to say hi. (Neat!)
2-20-94
(7am) I finally got a half way decent nites sleep.
Another dream: I bought a house. It seemed like one I knew from growing up in Topeka. Tis really big (two stories plus basement and huge attic), and seemed haunted. At first I had to share a bedroom with kids who then turned into adults. I bought the house with someone. At first it was a woman, and then it was Sting and Paul Simon. I kept searching for hidden rooms.
(9am) Carrie called. (She hates job hunting.) (She is getting some time to relax finally, but is too worried about being jobless to enjoy it much.)
(5pm) My dad called. (He has glaucoma and is going to Kansas City to see a specialist. (So far he has lost 25% of his vision in his right eye.)) (It sounds like it’s getting harder to keep the diabetes under control.) (His wife has been sick.) (Sad!)
2-21-94
(7am) More dreams:
1. I am walking with a large group on some kind of cross-country trek. There is one woman who interests me, but she has the hots for a motorcycle mechanic in Anaconda. When we get past Anaconda I move out ahead of the group, pushing myself to burn off the disappointment of being shot down again. It starts to snow and walking gets harder. The goal for the day is to make it to Warm Springs.
2. I am looking to buy a house in Topeka. I find one I like that is like one my ex and I lived in, except it’s a corner lot. (That was the house we lived in when Bryan was born.) My sister is helping me some. I haven’t bought the house yet, but I am going over and cleaning it. There is something about tending a new plant. Also I have got four vehicles, including an old Pinto (like the one I had when I got married, which my ex destroyed by ramming it into a lite pole over and over) and a Ford F250 truck (like the one my ex got in the divorced and later totaled).