2-13-94
(3pm) Carly stopped by. (She is still considering divorce. (It sounds like she already has some new lovers lined up.))
2-14-94
(3pm) The appointment with the doctor went well.
2-15-94
(2pm) I worked four hours on the Rhino’s books. (Start building myself back up.)
All this solitary confinement is getting to me. (This is about the worst thing that could have happened for my phobias. (It will be even harder to be around people now.))
(4pm) I went to the Club and walked two miles. (Exhausting!) (It feels good to be back to exercise!)
2-16-94
(7am) I am still sleeping shitty!
I remembered some more dreams:
1. I thought I had left a Xmas plant at the hospital, so I went back and searched, but it wasn’t there.
2. I took D O to Bozeman and she ran away.
3. I am back with my ex again. We go to Bozeman to visit friends. She got mad and attacked me, and I left her.
2-17-94
(7am) More dreams:
1. It starts in a huge building. I am going to get checked for some disease, in order to get a passport. They treat me shitty for having asked for the tests. Then it shifts to Africa where some relative is teaching me to be a guide. He is a lousy teacher and I end up teaching myself mostly. There are lots of snakes and crocodiles. I have an affair with a black woman.
2. I am riding in a car with my ex. She is driving and is in a jealous rage. Then she picks up a black woman I don’t know, who goes on and on about how great I am.
2-18-94
(7am) Another dream: The guy I worked for when I first moved to Missoula wandered through dressed as a homeless person. Then something about a bus and going somewhere. I was talking with a woman who reminded me of a woman I knew in Bozeman and I go off with her. Then a friend from college and someone else show up when we get off of a bus. We went to some bar that was closed. There is a private party going on upstairs. I went downstairs with my friend from college who impersonating a cop. Then we ran into a real cop who had an argument with the imposter. I stood alone while the woman and the fourth person talked. The whole thing had something to do with my friend from college seeing a bus owned by the bar that he wanted to buy.