1-23-94
(1pm) Miranda stopped by. (It sounds like her life is in turmoil! (What a drag!))
(5pm) Carly stopped by and bs’d. (Gwynn is talking about drinking again.) (I made a copy of a movie Ross wanted a copy of. (Tis about a woman who leaves her husband for a woman. (Maybe he thinks that is what Carly’s doing?))) (She says she can’t decide whether to get a divorce or not.)
(6pm) Erica stopped by and bs’d awhile. (Neat!)
It sounds like she made up with her brother again.
Living with someone who liked me and accepted me for who I am, would be wonderful! (Obviously I am not strong enough to live with someone who despises me though!)
1-26-94
(9am) I felt fine up until fifteen minutes ago, but now I feel like I am going to die. (I almost didn’t make it home. (Tis a long hike in agony!))
(1pm) The pain has subsided and I feel much better!
(10pm) The rest of the day I felt good. (Weird!) (It must have been that flu bug that has been going around.)
1-27-94
(3am) For the first time in years I had to get up to pee in the middle of the nite. (Then, for some weird reason I turned on the lite and checked the toilet before flushing it. (Twas bright red.))
Now the pain is starting up again!
(1pm) I finally managed to crawl to the phone. (I could never have imagined so much pain lasting for so long!) (I have got to start taking the phone into the bedroom when I go to bed!)
I called Ask a Nurse and they told me to call my doctor and drink some Gatorade.
I tried calling my doctor, but he is out of town and they suggested Now Care.
(6pm) Miranda came and got me, and dropped me off at Now Care. (They ran bunches of tests but mostly I just curled up and prayed for relief.) (They say I have hepatitis, gave me pain pills, and set up an appointment with another doctor for tomorrow.)
(9pm) The pain pills and Gatorade have helped much, but I am still pissing blood.