10-16-91
(9pm) Bryan called. (He wanted to get some concert tickets and wanted to know if I have a credit card he could charge it to. (Who knows when I will be able to get credit cards again?)) (We confirmed our get together in a couple weeks.)
10-18-91
(7am) Phoebe was two hours late but she did show up. (Considering how often I have been stood up, I was glad she stopped by.)
We ended up playing around in bed for three hours last nite. (She just wants me to please her and doesn’t invest much energy into pleasing me. (That is what she needs for her therapy.)-(I am having a lot of fun and it’s good therapy for me too!))-(Wonderful!) (She wants me to get some rope, so she can tie me up and tease me. (I will try about anything once!)-(Might be fun?)-(Then again she might not untie me.)) (She says I am like Clark Kent in my everydayness and Superman in my sexual aspect.) (She made a comment about "two hours", so maybe Carly did tell her that story.)
(10pm) Erica, Miranda and Joey stopped by for a few bowls and brews. (Neat!)
I feel good!
Erica is worried by how much Joey drinks. (From what people say, it sounds like booze is destroying their relationship.)
10-20-91
(Noon) Quiet weekend so far. (Nice!)
(5pm) Erica stopped by to bs. (Neat!)
(6pm) Carly called. (She says she will introduce me to some more women. (That would be nice!))
10-21-91
(5pm) TGI payday!
(6pm) Erica stopped by to bs. (Neat!)
(10pm) I have been pondering again on how to get a better balance in life. (It seems like I am always at an extreme.)
10-23-91
(Noon) I do tend to suppress emotions. (I have lost too much of my old romantic self and become too cynical.)
I am physically affectionate. (Too much so, probably. (I get lost I the pleasure of any form of touching.)) (Few see that side of me though.)