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(7am) I had a nice evening with Phoebe! (She is a nice lady!)
Carly stopped by Phoebe’s yesterday and told Phoebe about Erica (and left the impression we were lovers), she told Phoebe that Gwynn and I were lovers and that Gwynn says I am great in bed, and she also told Phoebe about the trips to Wallace. (I wonder if she was trying to create the impression that I have an active sex life and I am a good lover, or was she trying to sabotage the relationship?) (Phoebe’s body language was noticeably uptight! (She doesn’t know what to think or who to believe.)) (Her reaction to what Carly said triggered a mild ex wife flashback. (I don’t have much capacity left for coping with jealousy and distrust.))
I tried to not talk about the past much and just relax. (I wasn’t perfect, but I did well for me.) (Mostly my mood was up and I tried to be a fun person to be with. (From her reactions, I would guess I did pretty well at that.))
(9pm) Erica stopped by and bs’d awhile. (Neat!)
She seemed a bit sad tonite.
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(7pm) The bank statements came in, so the Rhino’s books are done for another month.
(8pm) Erica stopped by to say hi. (Neat!)
(9pm) Phoebe called and invited me over tomorrow evening.
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(9pm) Phoebe was pretty uptight and we just talked tonite. (She was in a couple abusive relationships and has been beat up a lot by guys, so she is a bit nervous about physical intimacy.)
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(5pm) TGIF!
I got a letter from my dad. (He offered to buy Bryan a bike, so he has transportation. (Living three miles from town makes socializing difficult without someway to get around.)) (He says his wife has gotten sicker and the idea of traveling is on the back burner again. (Sad!)) (He helped my sister to move to Oklahoma. (I hope that works out for them!))
(8pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
It sounds like she is adapting to the new job and is getting comfortable there.