She is still thinking of moving back to Anaconda. (It sounds like it would be a good choice financially. (Tis cheaper to live there, and working for her brother has potential.))

It sounds like Gwynn lucked into a good job.

It sounds like she is off on the wrong foot if she really wants to build a relationship with Pete. (Who knows though?)

5-14-91

(6pm) Tis taking forever to get my vcr fixed. (I finally talked them into a loaner, so things are looking up.)

It sounds like I have pissed off people at the Rhino. (I seem to have a knack for pissing people off.)

5-15-91

(5pm) My mood has been deteriorating lately. (Tis probably a combination of several things:

1. Dealing with the kids in a few months will be a painful mess that may well have a bad outcome.

2. My excuse for being a hermit will be diminished with my take home pay increasing. (I have already rationalized spending the extra money on a new computer and clothes, which will defer the confrontation with having money for socializing awhile longer.)

3. Long term celibacy gets harder to deal with in the spring.

4. Cigs are taking a harder toll on my body. (Scrounging for butts and rolling my own makes for a pretty harsh smoke.)

5. I haven’t been exercising much lately. (Exercise improves my mood, but I have been too down to go.)

6. The hassles with the truck.

7. Working two jobs.)

(10pm) Carly called. (Some guy she knows hasn’t filed taxes in five years and she wants me to help him. (Another good deed I can do. (If I do enough good deeds for enough people, maybe my luck will improve?))) (Gwynn spent the weekend in Missoula. (The first thing Pete said to her when she got back to Butte was "Who have you been fucking in Missoula all weekend?"))

I got fed up with fighting my hair, so I got out the scissors and chopped it all off.

5-16-91

(6pm) Erica stopped by and borrowed my bike. (Neat!)

5-17-91

(6pm) TGIF!

Since I am going to be in Helena for a seminar Monday I got my paycheck early, so TGI payday!

I went shopping and paid bills. (Now I am back to being broke again.)

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