4-14-91
(3pm) Erica stopped by and said hi. (Neat!)
(6pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
(8pm) The Rhino’s old bookkeeper stopped by and dropped off the records she had.
Erica says people at the Rhino think I am strange. (I must radiate strangeness.)
4-15-91
(5pm) Erica stopped by and helped me some with data entry of the Rhino stuff. (Neat!)
Since the most frequent reason I have been told that I am undesirable was that I am "too nice", women perceiving me as "nice" may not be positive. (At least in terms of ending celibacy.) (Oh well, platonic relationships are far nicer than most sexual one’s.) (I suppose the "too nice" comment was probably a rationalization. (They probably sensed the fear and that was the real reason why they wouldn’t touch me.))
(8pm) Nice workout!
(11pm) Erica stopped by and helped me with data entry again. (Neat!)
4-16-91
(6pm) I stopped by the Rhino and picked up some more information.
4-18-91
(10pm) Erica stopped by and used the computer for awhile. (Neat!)
She says Artie has been talking with Linda. (Linda is in AA now and is away from everything, so maybe she can help him some.) (She says he wants to get back together with June.)
She is thinking about moving back to Anaconda to be near Miranda and her mom. (Family and roots can be important and she might be happier there.) (There are so many bad memories and shit in Kansas that going back isn’t appealing at all. (I don’t know anyone there except my dad and my sister, and they talk about moving away every time I talk to them. (I spent my teenage years running away from people and never really became rooted to that place.)-(Someday I need to put down roots and become connected to a place and people!)))
Hopefully Pete and Gwynn will work things out! (She will have to overcome her selfishness and he will have to overcome his insane jealousy.)
I am sure feeling good!