(6pm) Carly stopped by and bs’d awhile. (She says Gwynn had a good Xmas.) (Gwynn is thinking about coming back from New York in February still, but hasn’t decided whether it’s to visit or to move back.) (She says Ross and her still aren’t having sex. (She blames it on the kid and his illness.))-(I loaned them my x-rated tapes and told her to work on getting back their sex life.)
(7pm) I treated myself to pizza again. (Yum!)
I decided to splurge and get another x-rated video. (Something new to get me through the poverty ahead.)
Tis still too cold to go out. (There is another storm coming.) (Frustrating!)
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(3pm) I have sure been horny lately! (Annoying!)
(4pm) Erica stopped by to say hi. (Neat!)
(7pm) Erica stopped back by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
She says she is having fun! (Good for her!)
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(1am) Happy New Year!
I did some shrooms and then Erica stopped by and dragged me downtown.
I had a few drinks with her friends at the bar and shot some pool.
Then I ditched them and went to the strip joint. (Women are the most beautiful creatures on earth!) (I hope beginning the year on a sexual note sets a pattern! (Celibacy is getting old!))
Now Rosie is calling.
(10am) I feel good!
I must have been drunk because I gave my phone number to a stripper. (She probably won’t call, but at least I tried.)
My fear bothered me some last nite. (I started out sitting a long way from the stage, and slowly moved to chairs that were closer as my anxiety attack diminished.)
(8pm) I went and helped Erica with some lifting and got a free dinner. (Neat!)