If he did succeed, I think the first thing I would do is rebuild my wardrobe and get new glasses. (When I did the bars, women seemed to be attracted by looks, money and/or personality. (I have got a pretty blasé personality and I am too nice, but after some therapy maybe that will get better.) (Even if that expense goes away and is available to me, I am not going to have enough money to impress anyone. (Tis enough to pay my way to go and do some, and hopefully I will eventually start meeting people.)) (Anyway, that leaves looks. I am in better shape than I have ever been physically, but I would need to spend some on wardrobe.)) (The differences from the Paw days would be that I am in better shape, I would have a little money, and I have come to terms with things like loneliness and despair.)
It would also be nice to see the kids again!
Oh well, time to leave dreamland and get back to the real world.
Erica’s new place isn’t nearly as bad as she described it. (Tis about the same amount of space as I have here and she has new appliances.)
Hopefully now that the moving around is done for awhile, she will be able to settle into a routine. (Hopefully she will get back into exercising!)
One advantage of being stuck in a long lease is she can forget about apartment hunting for awhile. (She has been battling with that since about February, and I would guess she is tired of it.) (I don’t think I will worry about moving for quite awhile.)
Hunter gave me a lot of lectures on how women were impressed by guys with clean apartments. (When I return to being social, I will have to do a better job of cleaning.) (I have neglected cleaning so long now that getting it spotless would require a whole lot of hours!)
(10pm) I wrote Carrie and Samantha, so I am pretty much caught up on letter writing.
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(8pm) Nice workout!
TGI payday!
6-21-90
(3pm) I decided to use up a couple hours of comp time and I came home early. (I am getting burned out again.)
(8pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
6-23-90
(5pm) Gwynn called. (She is going to stop by for help with a computer class.) (She says Carly is having a boy and is due in a few weeks.)