5-18-90
(5pm) TGIF!
I made an appointment to take the truck in for repairs next week. (It will be nice to get that taken care of!)
Erica suggested that if she stopped coming by I could use the money I spend entertaining to go out. (I could probably afford two nites a month at the Hat with what I spend on entertaining; and that wouldn’t be nearly as much fun or be as good of therapy as having people stop by.) (I think she is just feeling bad about the truck being wrecked while she was using it, but that wasn’t her fault and it’s working out ok.) (Lately I have probably spent more on her than she has on me, but there were times when she spent more on me than I did on her. (Not to mention all the free drinks I got when she bartended at the Paw and Flippers.) (Over time I would guess it works out about even.))-(And, if you factor in the cocaine she shares with me now and then, she may be spending more on me now too.)
I was taught to be a good host and to share, and I derive tremendous pleasure from doing so!
Hopefully she will keep stopping by. (She is about my only friend here and I am years away from being able to afford to go out, break down my phobias, and build new friendships!) (Oh well, I am used to solitude and I will get by!)
I got a letter from Samantha today. (Leo got a teaching job in Harlowtown so they are moving there in August. (That is sure out in the boon docks!)) (She is ready for some warmer weather. (Me too!)) (They are going to a Dead concert in June and they may stop by along the way.)
5-19-90
(3pm) Chores are done.
I got a letter from the state today. (Tis confusing but I think they are saying that they don’t think I am paying enough and are going to take even more of my pay check.) (I am having a hard time fighting off depression lately!)
5-20-90
(4pm) Erica stopped by to say hi. (Neat!)
5-21-90
(8pm) Nice workout!
The first round of budget hearings ended this afternoon. (Now to make cuts and get it ready to present to the Council.)
5-22-90
(5pm) The depression is easing some. (I am regaining my balance once again.)