She says Henry got married. (She says it doesn’t bother her.)
I have been pondering on why I dislike cooking and eating my own food. (It didn’t seem quite so bad in Bozeman, but maybe it’s a cumulative thing and all these years of eating the same thing over and over again are causing it to seem worse?) (Another part may be that I cooked for and ate with others more often there? (I know that is part of my problem with spaghetti. (There I cooked it on nites when people stopped by, so it was gone in a couple days.)-(Now it’s just me, so it takes four days to eat it all. (I still like the first two days, but I can barely stomach the last two days.))))
There are dangers to having a sex life these days, but there are also dangers to no sex life. (We still have the need for physical intimacy, and people have to find some substitute or do something to numb the body, or both. (Substitutes like cigs and food can be real unhealthy. (They replace physical intimacy, but both have the potential for shortening one’s life span and quality of life.) (Things like drugs deaden our bodies and allow us to ignore the signals from our bodies that stimulate us to seek out physical contact with others, and they are harmful if used in large quantities over long periods of time.) (Also, each year of celibacy seems to make the idea of physical intimacy harder to deal with.)-(It would take a patient woman, to bring me back now. (Hopefully the therapy of socializing will help me to make it at least part way back alone.)-(Finding someone who is that understanding and is willing to help is unlikely!))))
Carrie says her dad rented a condo at Big Sky for a family reunion and she spent most of the Xmas holiday there. (She said she tried snowmobiling, but it was too much of a strain.) (Mostly she spent time with her mom.) (Good for her!)
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(1am) Quiet day!
(10pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and brew. (Neat!)
It sounds like she is having fun! (Good for her!)
(11pm) Time for dreamland!
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(8pm) Nice workout!
(11pm) Quiet nite.
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(5pm) Erica left a note. (She isn’t feeling well again. (Sad!))
(6pm) I have been helping Miranda some this week with computer projects. (Tis nice helping others!)