Erica is still out of town. (Only having one friend who will stop by to visit is ok as long as she has time for me and doesn’t get totally fed up, but it means total solitude when she goes out of town or is busy.) (Someday I will have to find some more friends!)
In my dad’s last letter he was talking about friends who are getting married in their 70’s and 80’s. (I think the point behind those stories was that there will be lots of time for me to meet someone new, after I get my first marriage paid off.)
(6pm) Erica left a note. (She made it back from her vacation.)-(Now she has borrowed the truck and is off to Anaconda.)
The note says, "sex u wed". (I am guessing that what she meant is that she will be by next Wednesday.) (Tis a relevant analysis of me though. (Most of my sex life came while I was married, and I probably won’t have much again unless I do wed.))
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(11am) Laundry time again.
(2pm) I have enough money for one nite at the Hat, so I will try to get psyched up for that.
(5pm) Nice workout!
(11pm) Time for sleep!
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(4pm) I stopped by and watered Erica’s plants and changed the vcr tape.
(10pm) Dreamland time again!
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(5pm) Busy day.
I got another rejection letter today.
(6pm) I read the articles in "Psychology Today" on diets, and I have been pondering my weight cycles. (In the past seven years I have generally weighed 190 – 200 when I have a job and I drop down around 170 when I am unemployed.) (When I work I can afford more beer and food.) (Also, when I work I eat two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for breakfast, and I skip that meal when I am unemployed. (I think I will try switching to cereal for breakfast and see if that makes a difference.)) (Oh well, I have got years to go before I can date, so I have plenty of time to solve the weight problem (It probably won’t make any difference in finding a girlfriend, but it won’t hurt.)-(Also, the only thing that really turns me off is fat, and it would be hypocritical to be a fat guy who won’t date fat women.)))
(11pm) Tiredness!