I have been getting more nervous about the grow room. (There is a good chance Artie knows about it, and it sounds like he has stopped being careful about his dealing. (There is no love lost between us, and selling me out would be a way to help himself.))
Erica says someone stole her keys. (Hopefully it wasn’t Artie!)
She says Charlotte lost her job, but didn’t provide any details.
Twas great staying up and spending time with Erica last nite! (Staying up late alone to stare at the walls just isn’t enough motivation. (Dreamland is better!))
There are a lot of things I would change with some motivation. (Being alone has dulled me in a lot of ways, and I have become bogged down in the everydayness.)
She says she still stops by sometimes after I have gone asleep. (She says she drinks a brew, watches tv and listens to me snore.)
(11pm) Erica stopped by with a pizza and we had dinner and partied awhile. (Neat!)
I do feel good!
She is still having problems with Artie. (She is being nice about it and he interprets that as yes.)
5-19-89
(Midnite) Time for sleep!
(7am) TGI payday!
The newspaper says Aids is becoming well established here. (What a drag!)
(5pm) Busy day!
The cops say they are averaging one drug buy a day. (What a drag!)
(6pm) Erica is still bugging me to let Carrie go. (I suppose she is right. (As usual.))
(8pm) Lauren stopped by with some cookies. (We bs’d awhile and she bummed some more smoke.) (She is going to California for three weeks, so I won’t see her for awhile.) (She is scared of D O!) (She says she is also afraid to go to the store.)
5-20-89
(11am) Laundry time.
Erica invited me to a party tonite. (I am trying to get psyched up to go, but I am not sure I will make it.)
(3pm) I harvested the mother plant and moved the others around so they have a little more room. (A lot more lite is getting to the lower branches now.)