(3pm) Erica says her brother is buying a bar. (I hope that works out for him!) (Maybe their mom would bartend days for him? (She did that for years.))-(To succeed a bar needs to establish a good day crowd and a good day bartender is critical.)
Lauren stopped by for a minute and brought me some cookies. (Yum!) (Tis her birthday today. (She is 38.)) (I gave her some of my home grown for her birthday. (I told her I knew someone with a grow room who gives me the shake.)) (She is driving over to Salmon, Idaho today with Jesse, to get out of the valley for awhile.)
(5pm) Nice workout!
(7pm) I treated myself to pizza. (Yum!)
I have a little money from tax work, and I am thinking of walking downtown for awhile.
(11pm) Well, I shaved and got dressed, but couldn’t make it out the door. (I have a lot of healing to do!) (Oh well, until I can afford to go out regularly, going out won’t have any impact on my phobias; so it’s no big loss. (I would have ended up sitting alone, frozen by fear, and I would end up frustrated and depressed.))
4-30-89
(11am) Quiet morning.
(Noon) Nice walk!
Now what do I do with the rest of this day?
(2pm) I hadn’t written to my dad or Samantha in a couple months, so I wrote to them.
And, I got a couple more poetry samples ready to send to publishers.
(9pm) Pretty blasé day. (Tis ok!)-(I like having a day with little work to do, now and then!)
I spent some time in the grow room. (They still aren’t very bushy. (I would like to let them fill out more before switching to 12-hour days.) (I trimmed back the tops and crawled to the back of the closet and cleaned a lot of dead leaves off the mother plant. (Now I have another grocery bag that needs drying.)))
(10pm) Time for sleep!
Tis a drag the weekend is over already!
5-1-89
(5pm) Busy day!
(8pm) Nice workout!
(9pm) There are a lot of grow rooms getting busted this year. (I am getting nervous!)-(I had hoped to do this without anyone but Erica knowing, but all sorts of people know now.)