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(5pm) Lauren stopped by and we worked on her budget some more and then had a nice chat. (I enjoy her company!) (She invited me to come over this afternoon to help with some yard work, but I made up an excuse for not going.)
Now I am working on a computer project for Erica. (Tis nice to help others!)
I broke down and bought another remote for the tv. (I am so lazy!)
(6pm) Erica called to tell me everyone else had a fun time last nite. (I am glad!)
(10pm) I finished up Erica’s project and dropped that stuff off at her place.
The wind came up again. (Yech!)
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(5pm) Erica stopped by for a minute. (Neat!)
Now she has a sore neck.
The new remote is pretty neat. (I was even able to figure out how to work the vcr with it too.)-(It will be nice to only need one remote!)
Maybe someday I will be able to deal with people socially, but for now helping others with work is all I can manage.
Tis probably best to avoid Lauren. (She has a lot of anger toward men right now, and I would just as soon stay out of the way.) (Also, tis frustrating to spend time with women I am attracted to, who aren’t going to have any interest in me.)
(8pm) Nice workout!
I had a visit at work with Lauren today. (At first she talked about how she has been staying home a lot in case that guy calls or comes by.)-(Then she talked about how angry she is becoming. (At first she was just talking about the anger, how she had been used and abused, and how she felt he should suffer. Then she slipped into talking like I was him and she really cut loose on me. (Transference sucks!)-(I don’t ever want to get her really pissed off at me!))) (I don’t think people really stay home waiting. I think it’s a trick the unconscious plays, to get the person to take some time out to heal, before starting again.)
(9pm) D O seems back to normal. (Relief!)
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(5pm) I had a dentist appointment today. (Yech!)
(7pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)