I had a number of visits with Lauren this past week. (She said she would call yesterday about helping her with her tax return, but she didn’t.)-(It has been a month or so since she asked about help with her home computer, and she hasn’t called on that either.)-(Stood up again. (Tis normal for me!)) (She is seeing a counselor and says she is getting to where she doesn’t run to the door every time she hears a car, to see if it’s that guy coming back to her.) (She got a nite waitress job to help make ends meet. (Buying that house was a little beyond her means.))-(She is also looking for a roommate.) (She has wanted to go skiing, but hasn’t been able to afford it.)
Miranda is mad at me for backsliding on cigs.
Maybe I am misperceiving again; but I get the impression, from what Erica has said, that Linda and Paul are drifting apart. (Without trust two people don’t have much.) (Beth’s new guy is super jealous too, and that relationship is having troubles already.) (Why can’t people see that jealousy just makes things worse and uses up all the magic?)-(Or, maybe jealousy is how the unconscious mind ends a relationship that we consciously think we want?)
They are taking VH1 off the cable here. (Boo!)
Miranda says Danny is still on an emotional roller coaster around her, and they are having trouble being friends now. (Tis really tough to remain friends! (Sad!))
(4pm) Nice walk!
Tis sunny again. (Yeah!)
I finished up another "Shandling Show" tape. (What a hoot!)
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(Midnite) I read "Dancing bear". (Good book!)
(5pm) Twas another busy day! (Tis nice when the days go fast!)
Lauren says she still needs help with her taxes and her budget. (She says she is dating a new guy. (Good for her!))
(8pm) Nice workout! (If the soak and sweat area is reflective, my gut is pretty normal for guys my age.)
Miranda says she will start walking at lunch again after ski season ends. (I would like that!)-(I enjoy walking and chatting with her!)
I got into that book and spaced off cleaning again. (Oh well, I am used to living in a barn.)
I am still having trouble with depression. (I think that is why I am writing so little. (Oh well, it will pass before long.))
(11pm) Time for dreamland!