Erica has been complaining lately about me being dependent and a bother. (Not having become a part of the town and making friends has made me very dependent on her for companionship.)-(I will have to start spending more time alone and stop being a bother! (Eventually I will have enough money for a social life and I can get by alone until then!)) (I am not good with people, play or social skills, I tend towards feeling sorry for myself, I am dependent, …! (There are lots of reasons I am a lousy friend!))
(9pm) Time for dreamland!
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(7am) Monday again. (Yech!)
(5pm) Busy day!
Finances sure have been tight this winter! (The stereo going out threw a monkey wrench in everything.)-(Tis frustrating when even a little problem messes things up for months!)
Erica left a note. (It sounds like she had another fun weekend! (Good for her!))
I got another rejection letter today. (I will have to put out another mailing next week.)
Well, tis time to throw out another batch of rubbers. (I don’t think I will bother to replace them this time. (I can’t afford to spend money on stuff I don’t use.))-(In a few years when I can afford to go out again, I will get some more.)
I have stopped shaving on weekends. (I have done it all these years in case I got lucky, but it doesn’t happen and I am tired of chopping up my face for nothing.)
(8pm) Nice workout!
(10pm) Time for sleep!
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(5pm) Busy day!
(6pm) Mary says since I don’t like going places alone, I should get a leash and take D O. (I don’t even want to think about how badly she would slice me up if I tried that!)
(9pm) Boredom strikes again.
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(5pm) Busy day!
(8pm) Nice workout!
(10pm) Time to head for bed!