I found out today that the Clark Fork River was named Hell Gate River when the town was formed. (In between it was called the Missoula River.) (History is neat!)
Erica gave me a neat shirt for Xmas. (Nice!)
I can’t complain about now! (Life without sex is better than life with sex was! (This is heaven compared to then!))
I suppose, since whether I am fat or not is a matter of perception, the question is how many women would perceive me as fat. (If most women agree with Miranda, I should lose weight again. (I need to do something to compensate for my personality!))
Carly said Gwynn only finished one class this quarter and ate 60 pills last month.
My sugar craving seems to cycle. (I should keep track of it and see what the cycle is. (Or, do I analyze too much already. (Tis what I do at work and it’s hard to shut it off when I leave there.)))
Erica and Miranda have been talking about moving away. (I would sure be lost without them. (I would have to get used to even more solitude.)-(I can’t afford to go out and find new friends now.)-(Oh well, in a few years my finances should improve and I will be able to go out and find new friends then.))
Danny said the Miranda was going to be here at least two years and that he though he would be able to afford the house on his own, if she left him then.
Mary and Beth are having a New Years Eve party. (They invited me and I said no.)
Erica was a bit nervous about running into Henry and his new girlfriend in Anaconda over the holiday. (That is always an emotional roller coaster!)-(Hopefully it goes well for her!)
I seem to have shifted my reading from non-fiction books to magazines. (I haven’t read many books, except for work, this year.) (Tis interesting how patterns change over time!)
I have been watching a lot of tv and movies this past year. (I have seen all the movies on this month’s list and tv is boring, so I will try reading again.) (Tis a pleasant way to pass time until my marriage is paid off.)-(And, maybe I will learn something about social interaction by watching tv and movies?)
(8pm) Carly stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (She needed some smoke in order to deal with going home to her dad and Ross.)
(9pm) The smoke is wearing off, so I can talk again.
I know I have changed a lot in the last few years, and to judge someone based on one point in their cycle is foolish. (Now isn’t the time for me to find a girlfriend, because one who would enjoy this lifestyle might not want to change when I am ready to change.)-(Who I am now is different than who I was five years ago, and hopefully I will be different in another five.) (Maybe that is the part of the divorce problem? (If people are doing it right, life is a process of change and evolution. (Those changes can cause people to drift apart.)))