(8pm) Tiredness!
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(5am) Monday again. (Boo!)
I hope everyone has a fun Halloween!
D O finally crawled out of bed. (She didn’t go far though. (Now she is in front of the heater taking another nap.))
(7am) Nice workout!
(6pm) Erica stopped by on her way to shoot pool. (Neat!)
She says her date went well. (Good for her!)
I am pretty frugal in that I make sure my survival bills are taken care of first. (Between survival, my ex and the government, there isn’t much left over.) (I suppose the question is what is necessary for survival. (e.g., I once didn’t define tv and the Club as survival costs, but I do now.))
I suppose my life since my divorce is a good example of what not to do. (After a couple months of sitting at home alone I did the bars every nite for a long time. Now I am back to sitting at home alone. (There have to be points in between that are healthier!))
I listened to Bonnie Raitt all day at work. (Nice!) (It would be nice to go to the concert, but it would require enduring a lot of pain and I am just not strong enough to endure that now.) (The up side is it got me back into listening to her music!)
I am definitely buzzed! (Feels good!)
Now I better go start dinner.
(7pm) I don’t have the foggiest idea what the normal sexual rituals are now. (I never did and I probably never will.)
Erica said that Henry showed up and they talked a bit. (Tis positive that they have cooled down enough to talk!)
Hopefully they don’t get into a game of one-upmanship over who has fucked the most people. (That just makes things worse and more painful.)
(8pm) I still haven’t gotten the new x-rated video. (My check cleared the bank about three weeks ago and they have been sending me more ads, but no new fantasies yet.)
Five weeks without cigs. (Yeah!)
Erica suggested I spend my extra money on improving my diet, but I think I will stick with spending it on being a good host. (Spending time with others will improve my health as much as eating better would and is more fun.)