It sounds like she is having fun! (Good for her!)
(10pm) Tiredness!
9-16-88
(6am) TGIF!
I still didn’t remember any dreams.
(5pm) Busy day!
I ran into Artie at lunch and bs’d with him for a bit.
I made an appointment with a doctor finally. (I will have to get a haircut before then, so he can check out that lump.) (One fear I have is that once they get hold of me I won’t get out alive. (I am even making a list of things to do if I die.))
(6pm) Erica stopped in again for awhile. (Neat!)
Last nite she left me an interesting book. (It reminded me of one I read a long time ago called "Secret life of plants" by Peter Tompkins and Christopher O. Bird (Weird book!) (I will have to see if the library has it and reread it.))
Work always drains me and I am tired, but I don’t feel depressed. (I am not happy right now, but I am not depressed.) (Maybe I am depressed, compared to what most people label depressed; but, compared to the intense black times I have been through in the past, I am feeling great?)
No smoke is getting a bit old!
Beth was bugging me about reading my poetry so I copied some onto a diskette for her. (She told me today that they were good. (She said divorced people would like them and that I should publish them. (Everyone says that, except the publishers.)))
I am glad tomorrow is Saturday!
(7pm) My cold sore healed up. (Nice!)
Only four days of cigs left. (I am about psyched up for quitting. (It will be nice after the first few weeks!)) (In the latest "Psychology Today" they say there is research that indicates that walking helps to quit. (You have to replace the physical intimacy somehow.)-(When I quit for four years, back in ’75, my ex quit too and we increased our sex life to four or five times a day for the first month or so. (That made quitting a lot more pleasant!)))
(10pm) Tiredness!
Some smoke finally showed up. (Neat!)