I am running on again about sex. (Oh well!) (Another thing the sexual surrogate did in that documentary was get men comfortable with talking about sexuality. (The biggest problem people have with sex, I think, is getting rid of all the negative and dirty labels our culture has stamped on it!)-(Tis a very beautiful, natural and healthy part of life, and we need to stop with the negative fucking labels! (They have gotten in the way of a lot of people enjoying the simple and beautiful pleasures of sexuality!))-(In my readings most of the stories people tell, who have sexual problems, tie back to being conditioned as a child to think of sex as "dirty", "nasty", "gross", …. Their therapy hinges on breaking down that attitude and replacing it with one that views sex as the beautiful and pleasurable experience it really is!))
(10am) My favorite kind of socializing is a few close friends in someone’s home, playing games and talking! (I get anxiety attacks and get lost at big parties, around strangers, ….)
Now that it’s cooling down outside, the frig seems to be working better.
(Noon) Time for a typing break!
One downside of the cooler weather is that my tea doesn’t stay warm as long. (The plus side is beer stays cool longer.)
Tis kind of nice that the bedroom is cool for work. (It got pretty oppressive working in there this summer!)
A dog would be nice, but this place is too small.
"Still Life with Woodpecker" is a great book! (I will read it again next month. (It has become a ritual for me to read it in October.))
(2pm) Nice break!
I ran to the store and got a monopoly game and some other stuff I needed.
Then Miranda stopped by and I helped her and Danny move a sofa to her place. (Nice!)
I was going to stop at the Joint Effort and get a book on growing pot, but they were closed.
Well, back to work.
(4pm) Erica stopped by to use the phone. (Neat!)
(5pm) I finished the first trip through the "Outlaws and Poets" poems. (Yeah!) (It will be interesting to see how many trips through it takes, to get happy with them.) (I have got the big changes made and now it’s time to start polishing.)
There is still not much of anything on tv.
Twas nice seeing snow on the mountains today! (Neat!)
Twas hard to find the groove while working today, without smoke to help me find the way. (Oh well, next time through I should have some.) (I can’t explain it, but some things feel right and today nothing seemed quite right.)