Well, that long nite meeting on the budget is next Tuesday. (I have got to go. (Boo!))
I got my tire repaired today.
I will have to change the oil and filter soon.
I joined a compact disk club, so I will be getting seven cds soon.
D O went out for a couple hours and now she is napping.
(10pm) I watched "84 Charing Cross Road" tonite. (Nice movie!)
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(5pm) Busy day!
TGI payday!
I have been keeping up my walks up through Greenough at lunch.
I bs’d with my boss a bit today. (The waitress he was living with moved out of town.)
Maybe I am too picky, but Sharon just doesn’t fit me sexually. (She doesn’t like kissing, foreplay, afterplay, going more than 30 to 45 minutes, or oral sex; and those are all things I do enjoy lots.)
D O is out and about.
(9pm) Erica stopped by with some new music and food. (Wonderful evening!)
I really would be lost without her friendship!
I have been craving company a lot lately. (It gets frustrating being alone so much.) (Maybe someday I will have more friends.)
I have also been craving a girlfriend.
(10pm) It would be nice to kiss and be kissed, trade massages, eat and be eaten, touch and be touched, … (Making love is wonderful!)-(I wonder if I will ever find a friend and lover to play and share with?)
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(6am) I can see a lot of advantages to finding someone to share a place with. (e.g., cutting my housing costs or a nicer place for the same money.)-(e.g., part of the intensity of my phobias is an outgrowth of spending so little time with others, and a roommate would be therapeutic.)-(e.g., learning to make compromises and share would be good lessons.)-(e.g., someone to go places with. (I enjoy going out with others, but I can’t get into going out alone now.))-(e.g., it might help with meeting people.)-(e.g., learning more about social interaction and games.)-(e.g., …) (The problem is I don’t know anyone who is into sharing a place with me.)