(7pm) It occurred to me one could explain the friction between Miranda and Charlotte by the difference between Scorpio and Gemini. (They are two really different signs.) (Miranda was still a bit pissed off at Charlotte when we talked today.)
(10pm) Last nite D O came home around 8pm, so I opened the bathroom window when I got home tonite so she could go out for a little while. (She is still not back and it bugs me. (I think it’s because of the anxiety attack I have when I have to go out looking for her. (I rarely get to know neighbors because of my phobias.)))
(11pm) Well, I finally overcame the anxiety and went out looking for D O. (I found her, but she ran away from me.) (Oh well, leave the window open and go to sleep.)
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(6am) I woke up at 4am and noticed D O was sleeping on the bed, so I went and closed the window. (She is still snoozing. (She must have had a fun time.))
(7am) Last nite D O was running around with the black and white cat that looks like her. (I wonder if she is getting laid? (One of us should be getting some.))
Taylor is having a tough time now. (She had been living with a fellow for a few years, but moved out as soon as she found out she was pg.) (She is experiencing lots of self doubt, insecurity and loneliness right now!) (I suggested some books that may help and talked to her for awhile.) (I think she will get it together.)
(5pm) I walked around Greenough at lunch. (I like that!)
I am making a Robert Cray tape for Maddie.
I am going through my notes and making a list of books to send to Taylor. (Hopefully some of them will be helpful.)
(7pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
(8pm) Dinner is done, but I am not to going out. (Oh well!)
Tis sure getting hot in here lately.
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(8am) I think that I need to find someone who I enjoy being with as much as I enjoy being with my women friends. (That is what is lacking with Sharon and Laurie.) (Sex is nice, but choosing someone because they are willing to have sex with me just isn’t enough.)
Erica brought me a bunch of cartoons. (Tis fun to laugh!)
I was sure tired last nite! (I wonder sometimes when I get real tired on Friday nite if I am really that tired, or if it’s my unconscious playing games with me.)