Erica commented that D O and I are alike. (I will agree.) (Sharon commented once that Erica had done a good job of matching my personality when she picked out D O.) (We both have sharp edges and we make most people nervous.)
Erica commented that I am nervous about answering the door. (True!) (I keep expecting it to be the Sheriff with a court order of some kind on the back child support. (Any day now they could show up and take away everything I own.))
I am still contemplating finding a nicer place to live. (I am not optimistic about being able to do it though.)
I am not giving up completely on getting laid (e.g., I still take rubbers along when I go to the bar), but I do accept the reality of who I am. (Few women even make the effort to meet me (I can’t blame them!), and most of those who do don’t find me desirable.) (Before Sharon, you have to go back 52 months to find someone who was willing to go to bed with me, without being paid to do it.)-(And, I accept that it may be years before I stumble across someone else who is willing!) (Until / unless I overcome the phobias, it isn’t likely to happen.)
I will have to start pondering again on the wording for another intro ad.
(5pm) Busy day!
According to the campus newspaper, Smokey Robinson will be here later this month.
I mentioned to Beth about being stood up by Sharon. (Beth wanted to know if I had called Sharon "a bitch and all sorts of nasty names?")-(I have been stood up so often, it’s no big-a-deal! (And, some of my best women friends have started out as someone who has stood me up. (My best guess is they said yes because they liked me, but stood me up because I was "too nice to fuck".)))
She says she is cooking up a party with some of the women in the cop shop, and she is going to invite me. (Hanging out with cops isn’t my idea of wisdom.)
My boss says he is going to try to get me a raise, but the City Council probably won’t go for it.
Oh yes, Samantha says Leo’s band may be playing here. (I told her that they could crash here.)
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(10am) A whole shit load of people are running past my apartment. (Must be some race. (I hope!))
(1pm) Laundry time. (I am running behind today because the race shut down the street for quite awhile.)
It looks like they are going to ban cigs in all City buildings and vehicles. (The cops are pissed!) (It would eliminate most of my social life, but it’s to be expected.)-(I will just start going outside on my breaks.)