(7pm) Sharon called and bs’d a bit. (Maybe I should start charging her for phone sex?)
I am excited about getting a new walkman! (The old one plays music out of only one side of the head phones.) (Tis nice to get excited and be happy about the little things in life.)
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(5am) Monday morning again. (Boo!) (Oh well, the paycheck is nice and it’s good therapy. (I really shouldn’t bitch.))
I woke up around 3am and realized I had forgotten to put the roast back in the frig. (Oh well, boil it a long time and hope it’s ok.)
Sharon asked if I had let D O out over the weekend. (I had meant to, but I spaced it off. (I wonder why I space that off? (My guess is a part of me wants her to be a hermit too.)))
I didn’t get around to this pile of tax returns this weekend either. (I will have to do that next weekend while I make some tapes for Miranda.)
Someday I am going to have to get back to trying to become a desirable man. (It would be nice to find more lovers!)-(Even better, it would be nice to find one steady girlfriend!) (I am getting tired of Rosie.)
With all the shelves that need restocking, there isn’t going to be much left over from the next paycheck.
Erica scolded me for not using dish soap. (I have collected a lot of bad habits after all these years of living alone. (Another reason I am not desirable to women.))
One of these weekends I really should clean the apartment. (Another bad habit.)
(6am) I got ready to go to the Club and then couldn’t make it out the door. (Another failure.) (I am just not ready yet to be around people today. (I have got to find someway to be around others more, so it isn’t so painful to do it.)-(Maybe the classes will help some.)) (This is so frustrating!)
(7pm) I took a nice long hot bath and contemplated my workout schedule.
I think it’s time to switch to the evenings. (The advantages I see to switching are:
1. On the days I go to class I would either be up from 4.30am till 11pm, or I would only sleep from 11pm till 4.30am. (Either way, I probably wouldn’t make it to the Club very often.)
2. I need to be spending more time around more people for my therapy and there are more people there in the evenings. (It will take a little longer to get through my workout, but it would be more therapeutic. (I worked out after work last winter in Bozeman and it wasn’t that horrible.))
3. I could spend longer in the soak and sweat area. (I spent 45 minutes there during unemployment and I have to limit myself to 15 minutes in the morning.)
4. My body has adapted to going to bed around 9pm, so I can get up early enough to make it to the Club. (If I am to act single and have a social life, I should get my body into the habit of going to bed around 11pm.)