I can relate to Miranda’s comment about fantasies sometimes being best left as fantasy. (Sometimes living them out spoils the fantasy.)
D O is still into watching me shave and knocking the shaving brush into the sink every time I set it down. (Pretty cute!)
She was playing attack cat again yesterday morning, so I got out my heavy winter gloves and played along. (She gets pissed when her claws and teeth don’t bother me!)
(7am) Nice workout! (Taking a week off cost me a couple repetitions.) (This time I didn’t gain weight.)-(I have cut out the sugar, get back into walking, and get my weight back down.)
Now the remote control for the vcr is goofing up. (Time to take it in!)
(6pm) Erica stopped by during the day and left me a letter and another "Playboy". (Neat!)
(7pm) Ross called and I met them down at Corky’s for a beer. (Carly thinks I should see a sex therapist. (That is probably a good idea.))
I suppose I am still comparing lovers to my ex. (Lots of sex and orgasms for both of us.) (I enjoy experiencing my own pleasure and the pleasure of my lovers.)-(I suppose I need to learn that giving pleasure is enough.)
Lauren commented today that she is a short-term person. (It does sound like she likes to wander, check out new places, and then wander some more.)
I love to dance, but most of my life I have sat and watched others dance.
Miranda has always told me that she isn’t over Jeremy completely. (She says she is mellowing out and staying home more now.)-(She is beginning to heal!)
(10pm) Quiet nite of catching up on tv shows. (Nice!)
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(7am) I have got another grants seminar to go to at the University on Wednesday.
I met yesterday with a business that is trying to get a HUD loan.
Also yesterday I had lunch with Logan and his wife (Vanessa). (They are nice people!)