I was mostly happy and kept my body language open again. (Good for me!) (My boss’ girlfriend made me nervous, but she wasn’t there long. (He works days, evenings and weekends, and she works nites in the bars, so there is another example of a couple who spend little time together outside the bedroom.)
I wonder what Daphne will have to say about me at work. (Hanging out with beautiful women doesn’t quite fit the image I have been trying to create there.) (Something new for the grapevine.)
Walking home in the rain was nice!
(9am) I feel good!
(1pm) So far it has been a quiet day of editing poems and taping music for Sharon. (Nice!)
I seem to be getting more comfortable with being at the Down Under. (Tis a slow process though.) (Maybe I am a semi-regular there?)
Printing the poems used up the last of my paper. (Next payday I will have to buy some more.)
(5pm) My back is sore. (I am tired of editing, but I better keep going.)
(6pm) Enough work for today!
(7pm) I wrote Hunter that I was going to LA, but I didn’t really expect to hear from him. (I did place a call to the Coast Guard installation where he was going to school, but he had been moved to another base.) (Oh well!)
(8pm) Miranda doesn’t seem too excited about her ten-year high school reunion. (Sounds like me.)
I spent most of my play budget this weekend. (Twas well worth it!)
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(5am) I hate Monday mornings! (Tis always hard to get up and going.)
One woman at work said the VoTech classes tend to be mostly women. (That would be nice.)-(I enjoy spending time with women! (I fall in lust, enjoy girl watching, and have lecherous thoughts; but those aren’t the main reasons I enjoy being with women. (Mostly I enjoy the companionship.))-(No more often than I get laid, sex obviously isn’t the reason I like spending time with women.)-(And, the more time I spend with women, the closer I come to desensitizing myself to the idea of relationships that are more. (Tis good therapy!)))
Given the people Daphne was with Friday nite, I think she might not mind my pot smoking. (There are probably several women at work, who interest me, who wouldn’t mind.)-(Finding out is too risky, and I will stick with avoiding social contact with women at work.)-(Hopefully someday I will learn to trust my own judgement and take some risks, but work is the wrong place and now is the wrong time.)