I watched "Hannah and her sisters" last nite. (Each time I watch it, it changes a little. (Neat.))
(3pm) Nice massage.
(5pm) I finished up Charlotte's taping project. (This one took nine tapes.)
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
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(8am) Nice massage.
(11am) Nice walk.
(Noon) Food stamps came today, so I got my big monthly grocery shopping trip done. (Tis nice to see food on the shelves again. (One thing positive that has come from poverty is I have gained an appreciation for the little things in life and it has changed my definition of what is necessary for survival.)
(4pm) Nice workout.
I have noticed ads for a couple of the Saturday nite tv shows, that claim they are "the reason people are staying home on Saturday nite." (That is sad.) (I know my staying home so much is bad.) (People are withdrawing from other people more and more each year.)
Lately I have been talking to people during soak and sweat time about what it's like there at different times of the day. (From what they have said, I think, when I find work, I will move my workout to 6am. (I won't have enough time then to soak and sweat afterwards, but I could move that to the off days and go there six days a week instead of three.))
(7pm) Erica stopped by and brightened up my day again. (Neat!)
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
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(7am) The way things are going, it looks like Erica is going to get this batch of rubbers too. (Oh well, they are cheap, and it's best to keep some around. (Stranger things have happened.))
The six dances Friday nite were with two big women who asked me. (For the first 1 1/2 hours, I found a spot by the pool table where I was three or four feet from the closest person and watched the games. (One big woman at the bar asked me to dance three times while I was standing there.)) (Then for the next 1 1/2 hours I found a spot by myself down by the dance floor and watched the dancers. (The other big woman was sitting over there and she asked me to dance three times too.)) (All I could say to either of them was "I don't know how to jitterbug." and "Thanks for the dance.".) (I suppose it's bad of me, but fat women don't turn me on at all. (Without the ability to be assertive, there is little hope of me meeting someone who interests me. (The women who interest me all seem to have a lot of guys chasing them, and aren't likely to chase me.)))
(10am) Nice massage.