(9am) I was going to start on this project for Charlotte, but she forgot to leave me the list of songs she wanted taped. (Oh well.)
(11am) Nice massage.
(2pm) Erica popped in again for another visit. (Neat!)
(3pm) I put together another mailing to the local CPA firms, dropping my asking salary by $300 a month (Maybe that will get a response?), and sent out applications for some jobs in the paper. (The job hunt is under way again. (Good.))
(5pm) Nice walk.
(6pm) I have been craving another trip to Wallace lately. (I would ignore it, even if I could afford it. (It would be nice to find some loving, but that isn’t the answer.))
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
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(7am) I woke up again at 4am, but found sleep again.
(11am) Nice massage.
(1pm) Nice walk.
(3pm) The shrink went okay today. (He says he doesn't think that recreational sex is anything useful to my therapy. (I still think it might be a good developmental stage, as long as I remember that is all it is, and don't get hung up on that stage for too long.) (The question still is how to motivate myself to go out and seek pain and break down the phobic reactions.)
(8pm) Erica stopped in again. (Neat!)
Cold sores still annoy me, but not as much anymore. (I have learned that they are a message that my body is stressed and in need of some attention. (I up my vitamin intake and slow down, and they disappear before long. (Neat.)))
(9pm) I seem to have settled into a routine of about an hour a day of exercise, and that seems to be about right, for now.
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
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(7am) I didn't wake up at 4am today. (Yeah.) (That has been getting annoying.)
It sounds like Erica is getting back into her exercise routine again. (Good for her.) (Summer time seems to be a hard time to keep that up, but she has been getting a lot of exercise through play times.)