(11am) Laundry time again.
(Noon) Samantha called last nite. (She wants me to come down tonite to hear Bo Diddley and party with her, so I am going to try to make it. (If Erica shows up with some smoke in time.))
I went ahead yesterday and got a tape deck for the truck. (Now I am taping some tunes to leave in the glove box.)
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(9pm) I saw Erica just briefly before I left Missoula yesterday. (I got the distinct impression that she is pissed at me again about something. (Someday I have to figure out how to behave so I am not constantly upsetting her.))
The drive down to Bozeman yesterday was wonderful. (I have really missed driving.)
Last nite I went to the Sundance with Samantha. (Josh and Julia were there so we sat with them.) (I danced much! (Working out has improved my dancing.)) (Josh is back in school. (Good for him.)) (Josh danced last nite for the first since he went to prison. (Good for him again.)) (Josh asked how my sex life was. (I asked him what a sex life was.)) (I ran into Annie and bs'd with her. (Her and Jake finally got married.)) (I ran into Mimi and danced with her a bit.) (BoDiddly was good.)
I talked to a lot of women last nite who are doing a bunch of cocaine these days. (I still think that is something that I will have to have around, in order to find women who will spend time with me.)
Last nite I crashed on the couch at Samantha and Leo's. (Twas nice being back in my old apartment. (I still love the view.))
This morning I sat around and bs'd with Samantha and Leo.
This afternoon I ran Samantha out to Belgrade to see her mom. (She is a nice lady.)
I had dinner with Samantha and Leo.
Then I stopped at the Scoop and shot some pool. (My game was good.)
Now tis motel and study time.
Erica keeps giving me shit about not making first moves with women. (I am sure that is part of my problem with women; but I just don't know what I am supposed to say and do. (And when I try to figure it out, I just get depressed and frustrated.)) (Maybe someday that part of life will open up to my understanding; but in the mean time, I will wait for women to make the first moves. (The women I know, who interest me, all seem to find some way to meet the men they want to meet.))
Although I am enjoying visiting Bozeman, I don't think I would want to live here again.
I haven't been hugged in four months, but I think I am getting by ok without touch in my life. (Then again, I may be deluding myself.)