I stocked up on hugs again this week. (Nice!) (I may not be able to cope with sex, but I do love hugs!)
I saw a woman the other nite wearing a pretty good button: "Wanted: Meaningful overnight relationship". (It looked like her search had been successful.)
(6pm) Laundry and shopping are done.
I got some new music.
Now to unwind.
(8pm) I got a take out order of Chinese food tonite and now I am pigging out.
(10pm) Quiet nite of music. (Tis nice being home.)
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(Noon) Carrie was out partying last nite and she called me from the bar around eleven. (It sounds like she is doing well. (Good for her!)) (It has been so long since I have heard from her that I have been worrying about her.)
She apologized for not giving me the going away f she had promised. (I wasn't mad about it, I had just wondered why.) (If I was going to be mad at anyone about that, it would have been Samantha. (She promised me one a lot of times.)) (If anyone is to blame, it's me. (I have spent so much time running from sex, no one gets a chance to catch up with me.)) (Maybe it’s just vanity, but I think there were moments with each of my women friends when we could have ended up in bed; if I had had the courage to be their lover and known what to do!)
Carrie commented that when she got my letter suggesting she read John Irving's "Water method man" she was
reading it. (Weird. (But, then we have always been a bit like that. (There is some bond
between her and I that goes beyond consciousness and rational explanation.))) (The same is
true with Erica and Samantha. (So many times with all of them, I will be thinking about
something and they suggest it, or fill in the end of each other sentences, or ….)-(Oh
well, don't ask questions. (Just appreciate my kindred souls!)))
(Noon) I got a call from Erica today. (She got back Friday and then went on a camping trip.) (She got back today and is leaving again tonite for a week in Anaconda. (Busy lady.)) (I am supposed to meet her at the Mo Club after work for a couple brews.)
(9pm) I had burgers and brews with Erica and Gwynn at the Mo Club, and then we came back here and caught a buzz and visited some more. (Nice evening!) (It sounds like Erica is having a super holiday! (Good for her!))
When I was in Bozeman, I went to the restaurant Josh is supposed to work at, but didn't run into him. (Samantha usually doesn't like being around him, so I usually try to see him when I am not with her. (Usually, when she is like that, it means she is in lust and frustrated.)) (I agree with Carrie that Julia has been good for him.)