Thursday Erica stopped by and we went to Miranda's for pizza and tv. (That was nice.)
Today I took a long walk, checked my P.O. Box, and had a few drinks at Corky's bar.
I am still really mixed up when it comes to sex! (I did stop and buy some rubbers, so at least I am thinking it’s something that might happen.)-(And, I stopped at an adult shop, bought a magazine, and watched some movies. (Remind myself of what it is that I am missing.))
11-23-85
(10am) Last nite I walked downtown and checked out Mary's Place (a bar) and the Top Hat. (I have been trying again to quit cigs. (I had forgotten about the headaches that I get in bars when I don't smoke. (Yech.)))
11-24-85
(8pm) I stayed home last nite.
Today Erica stopped by and I ended up helping her with some chores.
(10pm) Quiet nite.
I still have a long ways to go to get my feelings for Erica straightened out. (e.g., when I am out with my other women friends I am constantly girl watching; but when I am with her I just don't have any desire to. (I go ahead and do it though.)) (My feelings for her are my problem, and I don't want her to be worrying about it.)
11-26-85
(8pm) Work is going well. (I am in serious lust with one of the women there.)
11-28-85
(2pm) I got a letter from Samantha. (It sounds like all is well with her. (Good for her.))
Last nite I walked down to the Top Hat and listened to the music. (I danced one dance, but I was uptight and couldn't get into it.)
Then I went to Corky's. (I ran into Gwynn there and visited with her a minute. (She is good people.)) (Erica hadn't told her I was moving here, so she was surprised to see me. (Twas nice seeing her.))
Erica and Carrie keep telling me to write fiction, but I just can't figure out how to go about it. (Since their comments are based on reading my letters, maybe I could just type up my journal?)
I treated myself to some new albums today. (Neat.)
Tomorrow I am going on a shopping spree. (Expand my wardrobe some more and buy some Xmas presents.)
I am still starting poems, but I don’t seem to be able to finish any. (?)