(8pm) I worked most of the day on this new side job I picked up. (Make some money.)
I got a call today about going to Missoula for a job interview.
I took down the VD poster. (Maybe I already have too many excuses for avoiding sex?)
(11pm) Turning points sure can be hell.
9-16-85
(6pm) Samantha stopped by the office, bs'd and invited me to Leo's birthday party tomorrow nite.
Then Carrie and Hunter dropped in, and we went downstairs to the print shop and visited with Tami a bit.
9-17-85
(10pm) Hunter stopped by tonite. (Carrie was off partying with Tami.)
We went to Leo's birthday party. (Twas pretty quiet this year.)
9-18-85
(11pm) I walked down to the Paw tonite and did some serious girl watching. (They are cute, but they are girls. (The Paw caters to the college kids, so it’s a pretty young crowd.)) (I did run into one fellow I know and we talked a bit about women. (He says it’s a necessity to be aggressive here. (How true. (With two to ten other guys chasing the same woman, it’s the only way to get noticed.))))
I invited Carrie and Hunter over for supper tomorrow.
I had to fight with myself again tonite, to get psyched up to go out. (I have gone out so often and gotten nowhere that it’s hard to justify going out sometimes. (I will probably keep striking out, but the only chance I have is to start getting out.)) (Maybe it would help if I could find some way to totally forget about sex for awhile. (Just try and relax, enjoy the music, and wait for new friendships to develop.))
9-19-85
(6pm) I found a used engine, and arranged to borrow the money from my dad.
I have an interview for what sounds like a good job in Missoula tomorrow at noon. (I am going to take the bus down there tonite. (It leaves here at midnite, and gets in at 5am.))
9-20-85
(10am) The bus was full and I only managed to get two hours sleep. (My butt is sore, but tiredness hasn't kicked in too badly yet.)