(3pm) Note from the ozone: Another way to symbolize what I mean by three and relationships would be two circular symbols used to denote male and female, with some overlap of the two. (The question is how big should the overlapped area be. (If it’s too small there is no mutuality to bind the two people together, and if it’s too large, there is no individuality. Either the relationship, one, or both of the people will die of suffocation.))
8-28-85
(8am) One reason it’s hard to shake the notion that I need to have money to find a girlfriend is all the times I have missed with my women friends because I didn't have the money to party and some other fellow did.
8-29-85
(8am) I was awakened again last nite by a strange dream. (This time I was at a combination college/ski resort. (It didn't look like here, but it felt similar.))-(Everyone else was learning and taking risks, but I just wandered around broke. I didn't think I had enough money for a meal, so I borrowed some. Then I found my own money in my pocket and was embarrassed about borrowing. Then I waited until almost everyone else had gone through the buffet line before going myself and ended up with scraps. And, although I was with friends, I sat by myself.)
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