3-12-85
(8pm) Last nite Samantha stopped back by and we went to the Paw. (Talk about getting f'ed up.) (I even tried flirting with one of the bartenders, but didn't get far.)
Tonite Samantha stopped by and bummed dinner. (Tis nice having company.)
Then one of my tax clients stopped by and we went over his stuff. (What a mess.)
3-13-85
(11pm) I went to the Sundance tonite for the no T-shirt contest. (I will try anything once.) (Twas kind of nice to see some skin for a change.)
I stopped in at the Paw on the walk home, and discovered that Sheila is married. (C'est la vie.)
It seems like it has been a long time that I have been in the process of healing, but I have obviously got a long ways to go. (I hope I learn to like myself someday.)
I have decided to take another holiday from writing to Erica. (Why didn't she tell me she was living with Henry again?) (Confusion.) (Give my emotions some time to come back together again and mellow out.)
3-15-85
(7am) The only nice thing about an itch, is how good it feels when you scratch it.
(6pm) Samantha stopped by last nite again. (She broke up with Leo again.) (I wonder how long it will last this time?)
I am still torn about that job in Hamilton. (I am at a dead-end here, but if my book should sell this job would fit in well with taking time off to do whatever that might require.) (Another decision point.) (Do I back off on being a writer, and focus on my accounting career; or do I keep trying to do both?)
I wish some of these people who owe me money for tax work would pay up. (Various people owe me a total of $1,200 right now, and I only have $10 to my name.)
Today was the last day of my class at the university. (The girl watching has been fun.)
3-17-85
(10am) Samantha stopped by again last nite and bummed dinner. (Then we sat around and got f'ed up.) (One nice thing about booze is that it lets me sleep well.)
Hunter called and I am going to go over to Carrie's, just as soon as I get the laundry done.
3-18-85
(6pm) The last two days I have gone over to Carrie's and laid out on the roof to catch some rays.