2-28-85
(9pm) Samantha stopped by and bs'd. (I beat her at gin again. (Winning is fun.))
I scrapped the idea of going to the Paw tonite. (I have to conserve my cash in case I get an interview for that job, so I can afford to take a bus over there.) (And, what is the point in looking for dates when I might be moving?)
I had another test at school today. (I think I did all right.)
Work has been pretty blasé of late.
3-1-85
(4pm) I took off early from work today. (I just couldn't stand it anymore.)
3-3-85
(11am) Strange weekend.
Samantha stopped by Friday evening. We sat around, drank beer, got hi, and bs'd. Then about ten, Carrie and Josh dropped in. (I sure was in a blue funk that nite. (I hope I didn't depress any of them too much.))
After they left, Samantha and I went to the Crystal and shot pool, and then on to the Paw. I ran into Emily at the Paw. (She is pg and happy about it. (She says it’s going to be a girl, because she has already bought dresses and pink booties.))
I also tried to make some points with Sheila; but, per normal, I was too shy.
After the Paw we caught a ride to a party in the country. It wasn't much of a party, so we started hiking back into town. Then a sheriff’s deputy stopped us because Samantha was dancing down the middle of the road. He threatened to throw us in jail for public drunkenness. (If I am courteous enough to not drink and drive, I think they should be nice to me.) (Actually, he was pretty nice after he found out I worked for the County and sometimes do the pay checks. (He gave us a lift to my apartment.))
Samantha stopped by again on Saturday morning. We took some beer, smoke and shrooms over to Carrie's. At first Carrie and Hunter weren't up to the shrooms, but it didn't take much to talk them into it. (I had a really fun day! (I danced, listened to good music, played with friends, and got good and loaded.))-(That was better than my last two experiences with shrooms. (Maybe it was because I was around more people, and I kept moving instead of zoning out?))
Hunter's friend Daryl stopped in at Carrie's too. (Samantha fell in lust with him. (And with Hunter. (She says if Carrie gets tired of him, she will take him.)-(He does seem to do well with the ladies.)-(Samantha was afraid Carrie would get jealous and mad at her, so she pretended to be mad at Hunter most of the nite. (Tis sad that such things have to come between people.)))) (Carrie made the comment that black men understand women better than white men do (I wonder why?); but that they often use it unfairly. (i.e., using women) (Shrooms still aren't sexual for me. (It seems to be just the opposite. All the sexual connotations seem to disappear.)) (I felt more comfortable and relaxed than in ages! (Nice feeling!))