Then there is the woman who works at the grocery store. (I think she thinks that Samantha is my girlfriend.)-(I commented to Samantha yesterday about how some people think that, since we go so many places together. (She complained about the people who think she is cheating on Leo when she goes out with me. (I pointed out that even more people don't know about Leo, and think we are going together. (Those people would probably think she was cheating on me, if they saw her with Leo.))))-(Oh well, tis neat having friends and companions, so to hell with the small-minded people of the world.)
(3pm) Samantha stopped by. (She says she will stop back by later.) (Her and Leo are fighting again.)
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(7am) Samantha stopped back by again last nite. (We went out and shot some pool, and then came back here and bs'd. (Mostly we talked about sex.)) (I like Samantha, but I doubt we would get along well, in a relationship other than friendship.)-(Still, if she was into it, just for the fun of it, it might be.)
Perceptions:
1. Sex is fun.
2. Sex isn’t love.
Awhile back Samantha's mom asked to read my book of poetry, so I loaned her a copy of the manuscript. (Samantha says her mom finished it and told her to tell me that she thinks I am a sad man. (True, but I think I am less so than once upon a time.))
As the courthouse turns: One woman at work commented the other day that my attitude of expecting women to reject me is probably part of why I always find it. (I suppose.)
(6pm) Time to visit poetry corner: