I am still thinking about that job I have applied for. (Maybe it would be good to move and start over? (I am feeling like I am locked into a rut here.)-(But, I would be taking my biggest problem with me.))
(10pm) I think Nikki may be a bit in love with me. (She is a nice lady and a good friend, but we would never get along.) (I feel a bit guilty about having been her lover. (I used her and hurt her; and that wasn't called for.)-(Oh well, be her friend and keep my pants on in the future.))
I think that is good advice with Samantha too. (I sure made a mess of things for awhile there by trying to get my dick wet.)
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(6pm) I collected $30 for doing taxes today. (Since I had less than a buck to my name that was real nice.)
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