I wonder if Carrie will still be talking to me after she reads the cynical poems?
2-17-85
(3pm) Yesterday was busy.
Nikki stopped in and visited yesterday on her way through town. (She says she is back to chasing single guys. (Good for her.))
Then Samantha stopped by and bs'd awhile. (She was a bit blue because her car blew up, so I tried to cheer her up. (After all the times she has cheered me up, I owe her!))
I walked over to the Paw, but it was dead.
2-19-85
(8pm) Last nite Samantha stopped by. We went to Carrie's and bs'd with her and Hunter. Josh was there and I got to visit with him for about the first time since he got out of prison. (Nice evening.) (Twas neat seeing Josh. (He still has some growing up to do, but then don't we all?))
Oh yes, Josh says one of my favorite bartenders from the old days at the Paw was hit by a car and is in pretty bad shape. (What a bummer! (I hope she comes through it ok.))
Then Samantha and I walked down to the Paw for one set. (I pointed out the waitress I am in lust with now. Samantha said she would try to get to know her and introduce me.)
(10pm) Samantha stopped by and we walked down to the Paw for a set. (Samantha says my latest lust is named Sheila. (Samantha thinks I should try asking Sheila out. (I am still too afraid!)-(I guess I am just not ready to date yet.)))
I danced the last two nites. (That was a lot of fun!)
Samantha heard that the woman who got hit by a car (Blondie) is up and walking around again. (Relief.)
Hunter stopped by earlier and bummed a j. (He says that he didn't like Josh at all. (Jealousy? (I can't say that I blame him, but that never solved anything.)))
Well my party budget is shot again and the smoke is running low. (I guess I had better do some tax returns. (Reality returns.)) (Once again I blew away my party budget going to the bar to ask someone out and then chickening out. (When I do manage to drink enough to find the courage, I am too shitfaced to be coherent, and I tend to get obnoxious.))
2-20-85
(9pm) Quiet day.
I sent off a resume in response to an ad for an interesting job over in Hamilton. (I could use the extra money, but it would be sad to leave all my friends.) (It takes me so long to build new friendships. (I am so shy, too shy.)) (I would be living closer to Erica, but it’s still too far for my car to make the trip.)-(And, I am not sure I would be welcome.)