| So very childish | |||
| No idea of how a | |||
| Man behaves | |||
| Longing for the | |||
| Companionship of women | |||
| Friendship | |||
| Mothering | |||
| But I never learned how to | |||
| Seduce a woman | |||
| Find lovers | |||
| No idea how I'd | |||
| Go about finding | |||
| Another | |||
| Lover | |||
| Don't even seem to | |||
| Want to | |||
| Learn | |||
| Studied on the topic | |||
| Watched others play | |||
| All the | |||
| Games | |||
| But it's not a way I | |||
| Can bring | |||
| Myself to | |||
| Unable to do the things | |||
| Say the words that | |||
| Would open that | |||
| Door | |||
| Tis so much easier | |||
| Remaining a | |||
| Child | |||
| Not bothering to learn | |||
| How to chase women | |||
| Search for a | |||
| Mate | |||
| Will I ever find | |||
| Whatever it | |||
| Takes | |||
| Want to | |||
| Grow up | |||
| Become a | |||
| Man | |||
| How would I even | |||
| Learn what to | |||
| Say and do | |||
| How does one learn to | |||
| Tell who to | |||
| Chase | |||
| Pass by | |||
| So much work I'd | |||
| Have to do in | |||
| Becoming a man | |||
| Becoming someone | |||
| Who is a lover | |||
| Become an | |||
| All new me | |||
| What would be the | |||
| Point to it | |||
| All | |||
| I'm content now and | |||
| Mostly happy with the | |||
| Me I am | |||
| Now | |||
| Satisfied with alone | |||
| Taking care of my | |||
| Own needs | |||
| Terrified of the | |||
| Memories I have of | |||
| Lovers | |||
| Together | |||
| Happy with being their | |||
| Friend | |||
| Companion | |||
| Leaving their kisses for | |||
| Someone else to | |||
| Steal | |||
| Away | |||
| Collecting | |||
| Smiles | |||
| Hugs | |||
| Letting others | |||
| Lay beside them | |||
| Be their | |||
| Lovers | |||