| The load is | |||
| Getting | |||
| Heavy | |||
| Why do I | |||
| Choose such | |||
| Heavy crosses | |||
| To bear | |||
| I can't | |||
| Help but | |||
| Wonder | |||
| When I'll stop | |||
| Punishing | |||
| Myself | |||
| When will I | |||
| Stop hating | |||
| Me | |||
| Start rebuilding | |||
| Opening up a | |||
| New | |||
| Life | |||
| Maybe I have to | |||
| Hit | |||
| Bottom | |||
| Push myself | |||
| Into the ground | |||
| Build a new | |||
| Foundation | |||